What a bizarre weekend... And not bizarre in a good way.  Got in a huge fight with my best friend.  It was ugly and bad, and oddly enough it was over NOTHING.  He leaves tomorrow for Florida, and then Europe and might come back in 2 months.  At this point I'm really not sure that he is coming back.  I really think that he is starting fights so that it wont hurt as much when he leaves, but that doesnt make the here and now any easier.

Jeremy FINALLY found an apartment this weekend and put his money down on it and will be moving in August 1.  You guys have no idea, this has been such a struggle.  We have looked at so many places, and he has been living with his parents, way out in the middle of nowhere.  It has really sucked.  But the search is over, and that means that probably about a year from now we can live together.  He has never lived on his own, and I really want him to have that experience before we try to make it together.

One more week at Mercy and then I can finally get out of this hell.  I will still be stuck on night shift, but hopefully within a couple of years I can get off of it.

Sooooooo... Yeah, that is my life at the moment.

So I had a little health scare this week...  Should be nothing to worry about, but at the same time it could be really bad...  With everything that has been going on in my family lately (grandmother dying, grandfather diagnosed with cancer) my mother is freaking out.  But I cant even get it checked out for another 3 weeks...  Jeremy was supportive in his own unsupportive way (although he knows me a little too well and knows that I can tend to be a little hyperemotional).  Yeah, he's good to me... even if I do whine about him just a bit.

My sister had her wisdom teeth out last week..  The poor kid looked like a chipmunk that got hit by a car...  She's doing better now.

Jeremy met my aunt and uncle last week also, they loved him and invited both of us down on Friday to have dinner.  Im so excited!

5 more shifts at Mercy then onward and upward to bigger and better things.  I cant friggin wait!

I think that is most of my exciting news for this week.  I cant think of anything else.

Leave me some love!

So this week has been rather bizarre.  Good and bad things happening...  I got offered a new job, with lots more money and more weekend time off (which means I get to see Jeremy a lot more), so I am wicked psyched about that (and yes I said wicked for all of you non mainers).  I had to go to court (a long sordid tale which I would rather not talk about).  I had to do CPR again, and zip a body bag all in the same night...  I hate zipping body bags.  This week Jeremy gets to meet my aunt and uncle, he has never met any of my family.  Im really excited about that.  Also I have 2 more nights of work after tonight and then we are on vacation together.  We go away to Ogunquit this weekend for the fourth of July with a bunch of friends, and I cant WAIT for that.  So pretty much life is good.

On the down side my best friend is having a bunch of health issues and has to go home to florida to get them taken care of.  I am going to miss him dearly, and I really wish that I could be there with him to help him through it.  But I trust that God will take care of him.  Also on the down side I have been having a lot of struggles with my immediate family, they are having a really hard time with where I am in my life right now.  I can't do anything about it, and I have told them that.  THey are asking me to change, but there are just some things that I cant change no matter how much I want to.

Anyway, that is my life in a nutshell for this week.